Flashback

Today, 14 August 2010, is a day to remember.
It reminds me to look back on 1040 of Saturdays that I had in my lifetime since I was born. 10 years back, Saturday is a "tuition day" from 1.30pm-6.15pm ITS. I love this tuition actually as it was fun, teachers were so sweet and pretty. Normally will had Cheese sticks with Alicia during our break-time. It rained every Saturday with no exception, and heavy downpour just at the time our tuition session almost come to an end. That's the part that pissed me off...sometimes rain just stop at the right time where our tuition class dismiss. Sweet =) Remember a song of: Rain, rain go away, please come again another day, rain rain go away, little children wan to play.

This Saturday afternoon process finally stop when I was a secondary student. I requested not to go there anymore with the reason that it's just a waste of money and time. I learnt nothing at all. I can't remember what did i do for the next 3 years after that. When I was in Form 4, Saturday = tuition again. Extra class for Add-Maths. Sometimes in the morning, sometimes in the afternoon and sometimes have to attend both sessions. From ITS to Add-Maths tuition, subjects, time, and even peoples surrounding me also changed. The only thing that stays at the same position is: Saturday afternoon RAINS again. Whenever it rains, I would assume that God is unhappy and he cries. When he cries, tears drop and we, as a human got the message through raining. I know that's stupid and it was just my imagination. But I just couldn't control.

Now, Saturday is a day where I "keep" myself in a small room, facing windows and dating with computer and books. I admit that it's a good practice but I failed to do so. My mind starts to run wild, run to nowhere and lost in space. Today's Saturdays have changed, from busy Saturdays to free Saturdays. What kind of Saturday am I going to have 2 years from now?

Raining = God is sad, this "true fact" still stuck in my brain...