Live-Love-Laugh-Dream

Miss you

2011-09-16T11:30:00.000+08:00

因为想念你。。。

Big sister, Small fish, Come Home, Big daddy, President, Yeopo, Dear, Moi, Hiro...

Today is Satu Malaysia~~~I Miss Home

A day to remember

2011-09-12T21:16:00.002+08:00

12/9/2011. 正月八月十五日.

Happy Mooncake Festival Everyone~~~ and Happy Chuseok to Koreans~~~

Chuseok is one of the 4 major holidays in Korea and it simply means thanksgiving day and celebration of good harvesting, if not mistaken. It's similar to those Ibans celebrating Gawai I guess.

Sem-break is finally OVER. Had so much fun this holidays, get to rest well and enjoy life.

1st day of class, new Math lecturer, a Chinese man. When he starts speaking, everyone especially those ang mo, start laughing. It's hard to catch what he's saying as the Chinese accent is strong. But after 10 mins of adapting, everything is going on smoothly. The problem is that, students keep focusing on his pronunciation. It ends up with me laughing as well....coz they keep on repeating certain words that he mispronounced. LOLz. I'm sorry dear lecturer. I promised to behave well for the next lecture. Mid lecture, he took out a knife which one uses to slaughter pig??? and took out a honeydew and eventually a pumpkin from a plastic bag. As lecture tools? =,= Oh lecturer, is this the surprise that you gonna give us today? Yup, it eventually become a lecture tool. It's an interesting way of teaching coz it got stuck in my head. So, this method really works well on me. Hopefully you're good from now till the end. Please~~~the fate for my math results is on your hand now.

After class, went to S-mart to buy the so-called korean Songpyeon which is one of the representative food items of Chuseok. From the info I got, it's like you make a wish as you scoop in the contents and carefully fold it up into a crescent shape so that your wish doesn't fall out. That's Songpyeon. It looks like tang Yuan though. Anyway, didn't get to buy any as it's out of stock. All Koreans will be handling at least one container of Songpyeon when they stepped out of that super-mart. I must buy it once and have a try on it.

四川麻辣火锅, there we went for dinner.
Two types of soup, 麻辣 and chicken soup I guess? Felt so bad as a Malaysian Chinese who don't really understand certain chinese words spoken by Chinese people. The 麻辣 soup is super x3 spicy. U can see the spices, yer.... painful ears, burning stomach and mouth, GOOD TRY~~

Had a small piece of pandan mooncake 10 mins before we call off the day.
Ah, I didn't get to capture a picture of full moon today. It rains whole day and night. Sorry, MAC.

Again, happy mooncake festival ^^

Off to bed, class at 8am tmr.

等一个人咖啡

2011-09-08T17:02:00.001+08:00

她叫思螢，思念的思，螢火虫的螢。这句话深刻的印在脑海里。
在等一个人咖啡里，她偶然遇见了他，泽于。一表人才，外貌出众，爱喝肯亚的他，以深深的吸引了她。但泽于忽视了她的存在，女友接二连三的更换，她的心揪了一次又一次。由于他经常到等一个人咖啡，在某个角落忙着辩论的准备，纸条就变成了他们的沟通工具。笨蛋的她，显明的在吃醋，但还是会帮他带来的新女友打分。真的笨到无药可救。也在一次的偶然下，她交了一位新朋友，阿托。阿托的朋友都是个怪咖。个性率直，真心对待朋友的他顿时亮起她的生活圈，也成了她的知己，当然对泽于的喜欢也一一的让他明了。两年后的一天，泽于终于向思螢表白了，开心的她，忽然觉得这一切似梦非梦。她还是答应了。阿托怎么办？他不喜欢她吗？明天就飞往非洲当兵的阿托，得知思螢和她梦寐以求的完美泽于在一起后，便独自完成了之前的约定。因此，两人错过了美丽的懈逅。阿托放的烟花，她顿时也感受到。故事没那么简单吧！可惜不是你啊。。。泽于。她的心到底喜欢谁都不晓得。。。
她当然拒绝了一表人才的泽于，耐心的等待服完宾义的阿托，两年。就这样等了两年。期间，泽于照样惯例，带女友给她打分。

后来呢？
后来呢，阿托娶了非洲的某个女子当老婆。。。失望吧？
哈哈哈被骗了啦，他没。终结。
刚刚读完了*等一个人咖啡*，九把刀著。赞 ^^

我好不喜欢它的结局，明明喜欢的是泽于，为何等到了又改变主意呢？
为什么会喜欢上阿托啊？真的是世事难料，美好的事往往更让人难以想象。
据说，很多事情在还没发生之前已注定了。

寻寻觅觅，相信有一天，我们都会像泽于，思螢，阿托一样找到属于自己的幸福的 ^^

Esok

2011-06-19T19:09:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow...
is Math Final.
Oh Help me!!!
Math ah Math,
please be kind to me...and I'll kiss you next semester.

心情

2011-04-10T12:13:00.004+08:00

放假咯~~~！
刚刚又跑到某某人的部落格去瞄他是否回应我的留言。可惜，他还没。
怎么办，一静下来就让我勾想起了很多回忆，开心的，不开心的，失望的，心酸的。。。

真的很怀念以前的大家族啊~GIFC~你们过得好不好啊？？
全都失去了联络似的，一点消息也没有。
奇妙的缘分让我们相遇，认识，甚至让我们组成一个大家族。
真的太妙了。。。
当时的我们，真的很单纯，仅仅一丁点小事，就可以让我们开心的飞起来了。
为了所谓的约定，大家都努力的遵从，努力的实现当初一起的梦想。
虽然上课时间不允许，大家还是尽量配合，就为了一起享用午餐，哪怕只是短短的一小时。
即将考试时，我们的数学神就变成了我们敬爱的小老师。
Assignments due 时，尊敬的 President 就变成我们的英文，Referencing 及 Innovation老师。
至于星期六的羽毛球，我们的大姐大当然免不了当这个活动的负责人咯。
无论当时有几开心。。。那种兴奋的心情现在再也没办法找得到了。
缘分让我们相遇到成了好朋友，却又在那时，拆散了我们。

残酷的现实生活也太残忍了吧。
1）Jessie和与她同在的Samuel去了西马
2）Nico 也跟着走了，去澳洲
3）Hiro。。。他也走了，去新加坡
4）后来，我也离开了。

离开是我的选择，也是当时唯一可以逃离现实生活的选择。
无可否认，事实上，我就是个缩头乌龟。
因为不像面对，所以选择离开。
后悔了，又如何？“那是你自己要去的呃”。心酸死了听了这句话。
当初换做你是我，难道你就懂应该怎么做了吗？你就能保证对你做出的选择不后悔了吗？

人人都说，我变了。是好是坏我不懂，也不想懂。。。
但，我长大了，真的长大了。。
因为，现实生活太残酷了。　
　

Tests are over... Hooray

2011-04-05T09:11:00.004+08:00

I've done with my Maths, Korean and IB 202 TESTS hahahaha^^
There's 1200 words of report to submit tomorrow @ 1pm and 1.5 minutes of presentation on Thursday.
What a hectic life for this two weeks...but somehow...deep inside, it makes me feel contented. For the least, I know there's something for me to complete, achieve and aim towards... guess had adapted to this so called "dull life".

By the way, I moved again, where? To another new house!!!
It's not my problem, it's not the rental fees problem, but the unit where we stayed is a PROBLEM. There's bed bugs in my housemate's room! Pest control couldn't even kill all the bed bugs and the only option is to move... move to another tower of the same level. Alright, room number has changed from a very cool number "i love you" in chinese *520* to *513* which reminds of the malay chinese riot in 13th may, year 1969. LOL.... okay i'm still looking for room 501 but seems like there's no such room in this apartment. My housemate suggested me to change our room number to 501 with a piece of card covering the number 513 ^^

Mid semester gonna start real soon...!! Can't wait any longer.
I wanna watch lots of lots of MOVIES and DRAMAS...
Addicted to movies recently...ah and especially the sad ones. Oh...

Alright gonna stop here for now.
Happy holidays ~big family of GIFC~.
Ah yes, Swinburne wang lee hom thing has made up my dayS =)

Maths

2011-03-30T18:26:00.000+08:00

I'm dying...
Maths test tomorrow!

^^ It's friday

2011-03-11T12:22:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone~!!!
Finally I've moved to a new place- Empire apartments.
3 rooms in a unit, 1 washroom and 1 bathroom.
I've never viewed this place before, even though we requested twice.
It's far more better than what I've expected.
The rooms are big, or should I say it's just nice ^^
Okay, that's not the main point of why I'm blogging here.
2nd week of this semester is over again!!!
I'm taking 4 subjects instead of 5 this semester LOL =)
Reason: because I'm too lazy...and I drop the one that I HATE the most.
and that's why I'm so "high"...it's really a sigh of relief~

我走了

2011-02-26T10:00:00.005+08:00

又再一次的跟大家道别，讨厌那种心情，气氛，恨不得掉头回到原点。
昨天中午安全的抵达了目的地。。。心情还好，因为有人陪^^

I don't know it's a lucky or unlucky day for me...
I skipped through the declaration process yesterday; they just require me to go through X-ray scanning for my luggage. I thought this year would be the great year for me as everything goes well smoothly.
But...we end up homeless...
Haih~ lots to say but don't know where should I start.
Will update it some other time.
But,I'm really grateful that at least we found a place to stay now.
Staying at Rainbow's place isn't bad at all, it's just like at kch, feel secure, warm and comfortable. Rainbow's aunt even cooked dinner and prepared breakfast (burger) for us. Ah, we should apply for home stay at Jan's place LOL =)
Anyway, will be moving out from there soon.
Hopefully our new housemate would be a good one.

爱错

2010-12-08T08:41:00.004+08:00

他已有了对象。她说她会等他...
为他找到了幸福而祝福，对他来说已不再重要。
但，他一定可以一直幸福下去的。
原来一切的一切，错觉的由来是我。

请你给我啤酒，不给，我去买来喝

No title

2010-12-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

下午电视播了妈妈最爱的一首歌：茹燕-Olivia Ong.
连忙的告诉她说：你的最爱呃。她竟回我：什么歌？我的最爱很多哦。
说话没经过大脑的我回应她：那，我不也是你的最爱咯？
没想到她也回我：是啊！你也是我的最爱！
天啊~恶心死了啦我们，但好好笑一下下的。。。

有一天，人死了，人在天堂，钱在银行，唯一剩下只有永恒的回忆。管它是美好的，还是苦涩的。

Saturday again~

2010-12-04T20:37:00.003+08:00

Finally have the guts to report my bad results to dad just now.
Okay, even though he complained it's a lousy results, but at the end he said acceptable. Hahaha, phew~~ safe for this time~~!

At last,I asked him if he received any e-mail from me. We chat through fb msg again this afternoon. And All-is-well. He didn't receive any e-mail from me. Or he had deleted it straight away as I didn't put any title for that e-mail. This is what I got from him. He asked me to re-send that e-mail. But, do I have the encouragement to do so again? Please tell me what should I do...

Last month

2010-12-03T22:07:00.003+08:00

This would definitely be the last month of year 2010.
I guess a summarise should be made on 31 December 2010.
Now it's not the time yet, as there's still another 28 days to go.
Hey everyone~ cherish your last 28 days of this year.
Try not to do something that you will regret for the rest of your life.
Express your feelings to your love ones, including families, friends and the special one. Hahah =)

And good luck for those that's going to sit for finals~ Jia you!

犹豫。成绩。人生

2010-11-28T13:13:00.003+08:00

好犹豫哦。。。成绩出来了，真是无言。
下个学期要拿什么课目，到现在还没想到。烦烦烦~
读书真的是麻烦又伤脑的事呃。

奇怪了，为什么人人永远只把不开心的事都写在部落格里，而忽略了开心的事啊？
是因为，开心的消息可以跟家人，朋友分享，而伤心的则不能？
没想到，人，始终还是相信不会说话的部落格多过与身边的人。
我想是因为人与人之间都有了一道防火线，所以很多事都无法全然的诉说出来吧。
加上怕被另一种眼光盯着看，那更惨，什么都不用说了。
信任真的很重要，那是一天一点累积成的。
当信任已不再，无论你发了几百，几千个诺言，一切都是废的。
朋友之间有了很强烈的信任，那困扰就可以轻易的解决。
所以说，不要轻言的许下臣诺，否则，后果自负。

说完。

ThursDay

2010-11-26T19:03:00.002+08:00

Visited Joan this m'ning with Tomato gal. We chit-chatted for almost 2 hours and it was so fun and enjoy! Finally got the chance to meet each other and gossip after 4 months...

After had lunch @ Joan's place, went to play badminton with Alicia, Tomato gal, Andrew and his cousins. It was so fun and funny. Around 2.30pm went to Song Keng Hai for lunch+tea. ABC nice nice nice! Belacan bee hoon, wah so nice! Met Lydia there but couldn't recognise her hahah, 丢脸死了。。。 Reached home at 4pm. ~It was an Enjoyable day~

谈起了他，我真的应该放弃，正如她们所分析的，怎样还是旁观者清。
好啦，现在只能希望他，就算收到了那封e-mail，也不要click 来看。
那，一切就会回归从前，就如什么事也没发生过。
我真的是烂透了啦。。。

haiz

2010-11-17T14:44:00.007+08:00

这个月是不是让人们都为感情而烦恼的月份啊？感觉有一些些的奇怪，奇怪得来又很奥妙。

人真的很可悲。要读书的，因为某些原因而被逼要停学。要工作的，因为父母反对而咬紧牙根的把学士读完。要恋爱的，因为在没有天时地利人和的情况下而吃白果。要考好成绩的，因为惰性而考取了红鸡蛋。要一夜变富翁的，因为烂赌而倾家荡产。人，一生，究竟要经过多少的考验才能实现所谓的梦想？

喜欢你的，你不一定喜欢，可能是因为没感觉。你喜欢的他，不一定会选者你，可能是因为他觉得你们是来自不同世界，只能做好朋友。虽然如此，你还是天真的以为一至以来的付出，终究会得到梦昧以求的结果。可往往这些好想好想的结果都是一场美丽的梦。

梦，是完美的，是没有任何的瑕疵，是虚伪的，但，是人人都爱做的-白日梦。很多人宁可沉淀在梦里，仅仅只是为了逃避现实。还像个笨蛋一样的期待有一天，你喜欢的他/她也具有和你一样的思维，目标及人生观，甚至有说不完的话题。至到某年某月某一天，当你鼓起勇气表白时，你却发现他/她已有心爱的人。此时此刻的心情谁能了解？已发出的邮寄更本无法收回。你收到了吗？已过了5天，你还是无动于衷。你是否可以告诉我你有没有看到那个东西。。。我只是需要你的一点点时间，一点点就够了。老实说，看见你正进行中的计划搞得90%会赢，有种莫名的悲伤。你的炫耀让我恨不得你的计划失败，但我不想做个自私，卑鄙，无耻，下流的人。

可不可以告诉我。。。要把手放开吗？舍不得，舍不得所有的一切。
如你所说，你真是个后知后觉慢三拍的人，等你懂了，可能一切都太迟了。。。

心情

2010-11-07T18:55:00.002+08:00

现在的心情，真的很奇怪。开心，但又有种舍不得的心情。矛盾。
本打算要enrol明年的科目，但后来发现还是不懂要读什么。困惑。
经常被骂笨蛋的我，慢慢也习惯了，我本来就是个笨蛋。承认。
怎么办，我很想跟他的脚步走，但我没他聪明。害怕。

前天一起走路去买东西，走了冤枉路，因为我是个路痴，而他，因为经常读书，根本没出来逛街的。但还好，他还是找到了我们要去的地方。一起吃午餐+晚餐。开心的不得了。“我们是不同世界的人” 他跟朋友说，其实，我懂他的意思。也许已经慢慢的开始接受我们只能是普通朋友的事实，所以听见他那句话是，也没给任何的反应。事情就那么简单，不要复杂化。

朋友。感觉

2010-11-04T06:50:00.006+08:00

对你的感觉，我还是搞不懂。
可能真的是，你所说的错觉。
可以避开的，我已经尽量去做了，
还真的以为，离开你，可以让我从梦里醒过来。
怎么知道，人离开，心却还留在原地，
以为，你不再跟我说话了，
但，一切还是照样惯例，
用唯一的面子书，保持联系，
虽然只是闲聊，但真的很开心。
过完一个寒假，又回到了原点，
凌晨抵达了地狱，雨下得很大，
仿佛跟心里滴下的泪一样多。
一到家就收到你的简讯关心，
伤心同时又有点开心，
真的很温馨，
有这么一个朋友。
就这样，日子一天一天的过，
本以为一切都很正常，
但，始终还是遇见了，
很尴尬，紧张但开心，
心跳加速，面红耳赤，
不知所措，天啊！
我到底在干嘛？

后来，
我们搬家了，到一个跟他一样的apartment，
他帮忙弄了电脑 connect to uni wireless，
却还是不说他住哪一栋，
还以为他住在另一栋，
却万万也没想到竟然是同一栋！
如常，
上学，放学，赶功课，
真的遇到瓶颈时，就请教他，
要不然就得闪人，因为害怕。
尽量的避开他，不要让自己胡思乱想。
不懂，这样行不行的通，但无所谓。
近来，
坏习惯变本加厉了，
在每一个考试前的那一晚，
我都会要求他来教我我不懂得地方，
虽然是临时抱佛脚，
但他还是乐意的解释，
至到我明白为止。
深信难以的是，
隔天的试卷里，
一定出他那晚所教的，
而且占的巴仙率是最高的，
18/100 for just single 1 question.
每次，
考完试以后就会收到慰问简讯，
关与考得怎么样了，
朋友关心，
真的让你很欣慰。。。

还记得，有一晚，凌晨12，
因为用不同的路从学校走回家，
所以没看见他，
而他竟站在对面的交通灯等我走过去，
然后再一起走回公寓。
虽然很怕他，
而且是没理由的怕，
但无论如何，
还是得面对。
在最后一个考试前的晚上，
我们三人竟然又在楼下一起读书，
因为温习完已是凌晨3am，
而他说她一个人走回家很危险，
所以我们便送jocelyn回家，
但她却不懂其实我们是在跟着她，
那晚，很冷，因为只有9度而已，
一边走，一边在颤抖，
连说出的话都是在抖的，很好笑，
更好笑的是，
他是穿着短裤跟我一起送她回家。
夜深人静，马路的车辆也只有那么几辆，
但一点也并不可怕，
他会让你很有安全感。

对他的感觉，很迷惑。。。
但我懂我和他只能是永远的朋友。

Flashback

2010-08-14T20:42:00.003+08:00

Today, 14 August 2010, is a day to remember.
It reminds me to look back on 1040 of Saturdays that I had in my lifetime since I was born. 10 years back, Saturday is a "tuition day" from 1.30pm-6.15pm ITS. I love this tuition actually as it was fun, teachers were so sweet and pretty. Normally will had Cheese sticks with Alicia during our break-time. It rained every Saturday with no exception, and heavy downpour just at the time our tuition session almost come to an end. That's the part that pissed me off...sometimes rain just stop at the right time where our tuition class dismiss. Sweet =) Remember a song of: Rain, rain go away, please come again another day, rain rain go away, little children wan to play.

This Saturday afternoon process finally stop when I was a secondary student. I requested not to go there anymore with the reason that it's just a waste of money and time. I learnt nothing at all. I can't remember what did i do for the next 3 years after that. When I was in Form 4, Saturday = tuition again. Extra class for Add-Maths. Sometimes in the morning, sometimes in the afternoon and sometimes have to attend both sessions. From ITS to Add-Maths tuition, subjects, time, and even peoples surrounding me also changed. The only thing that stays at the same position is: Saturday afternoon RAINS again. Whenever it rains, I would assume that God is unhappy and he cries. When he cries, tears drop and we, as a human got the message through raining. I know that's stupid and it was just my imagination. But I just couldn't control.

Now, Saturday is a day where I "keep" myself in a small room, facing windows and dating with computer and books. I admit that it's a good practice but I failed to do so. My mind starts to run wild, run to nowhere and lost in space. Today's Saturdays have changed, from busy Saturdays to free Saturdays. What kind of Saturday am I going to have 2 years from now?

Raining = God is sad, this "true fact" still stuck in my brain...

Random post

2010-05-21T11:25:00.003+08:00

What's wrong with me these days???
Getting EMO easily...
Without reasons though...
But...
Everything happened for a reason...
And I choose not to admit it...
Not to care about it...
But I just couldn't...!!!

Getting lazier and lazier these days...
Heavy downpour since last night...
Had a sweeet dream...
No no no...Should say...
I sleep well last night...
Alarm clock rang at 7.30am...
Woke up...
Back to sleep...
Woke up at 8.45am...
Missed Statistic lecture at 9a.m...
Went to Uni at 10am...
Economics lecture starts at 10am...
End Up...
I was sitting in computer lab fb-ing...
Why?
LECTURE THEATER has no capacity to fit me in...
Probably because I'm too fat to squeeze me in? Hahah

Past two days were very very bad days for me, and yet I don't know why. Instead of saying that, I should have said I know the cause of the factor but I just pretend the prob does not exist. Anyway, thanks to Jan, Leo and Sam. They are the Very Sensitive kind of people...sensed sth wrong easily. But they are not ALicia... Last night had chicken porridge as dinner + supper with the guys and we chit-chatted again. Flo was busy recently and end up, I'll be home alone. It's quite weird at first, not adapted to the new environment, where when u got home, u can't see ur mum around, nobody talk to u, or at least sit there, look at me and talk to me whenever I have my meals. Everything is different, now, the only way not to feel lonely is having dinner + TV. Clever me hahah. But honestly, it's really depressing to be alone. It's so quiet, nobody is there to share your problems. Whenever I'm bored and feel lonely, I'll dream of this :"How I wish Alicia is here so we can chit-chat, play, study, do marketing together." Back to last night topic. It was relaxing last night. At least, I've put those problems aside for that few hours. Is this called a friend in need is a friend indeed? Whenever Flo is not at home, the two guys will come over and cook and have dinner together. Same thing happen for Edwin, he will come over once or twice a week to talk to me.

Actually I know the meaning of "a friend in need is a friend indeed" since long time ago. Eg. In SUTS, Mx prob, Maths GOD will help us. English reference lists, Nico will do it. IT web design, Come Home, ALicia and Anderson will give me ideas. As for English essay, Brendan, Francis and Moi will help me with it. Accounting got Bel and Ksw. Whenever we're bored, Lester will start gossiping and we're have fun for the day. There will always be a helping hand whenever I encountered problems. I hope it's not too late to realised that I'm kinda lucky to have a bunch of friends around me who indeed helped me a lot. Thanks all my friends... I appreciate your help a lot. Without everyone's helping hand, hardly believe that the there's an existence of me today.

With all my heart,
THank you my friends,
Take care, and
Love u all~

I'm Back!

2010-04-27T15:23:00.003+08:00

Yes yes yes I'm back to blogging life. I should have done that since months ago...
I'm now in a different world, lol, I'm not dead, just that I'm not at home, not staying in my computer room where I used to do so. Overall, my life has totally changed since I leave my hometown.

Everything changed, people changed, life changed, even the way I think also changed.
MY life is like a machine, do the same thing, go to the same class, eat almost the same thing everyday. Everything is being set as it is... no changes occur.

Let's start with my life in this new place.
Life: Life sucks actually, I feel so lonely for the first 3 weeks, no friends except my housemate, Florence, Edwin and Andrew. I'm really glad to meet Florence, she's really my sister, or should I say she's the second Alicia over here? She helps me with everything, prepare breakfast, cook for lunch and dinner, when I'm down, she'll bring me window shopping and everything. She's playing the role of mummy and sister actually. I met a lot of Malaysian students the 1st time I went for UMSA meeting, it's like seeing ur family members hahah, we're from the same country okay? Ya UMSA really brighten up my life. Without their activities, My life will be dull and meaningless.

Studies: Studies is the worse part of all. It's week 7 but what have I done actually? NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I don't know what happened to me. I can't see my future at all, no foreseeable future. No aim, no motivation, nothing. Life is just bored, meaningless... where everything is just zero. Now, I meet some new friends, besides Flo, Andrew, Edwin, I meet Jan, Jason, Leo, Sam, Edward and Leesa. I got two free tutors, Leo and Edward, whenever I encounter problems with my studies, the 1st thing pop into my mind is their name. Haha poor Leo, I bet he's getting headache whenever he receives text from me. Without them, I doubt how's my life right now? Probably same as my 1st and 2nd week life?? After joining UMSA and know Sam, yea I had a wonderful easter break. Went to new places, explore new things, learn new "good" words from Andrew and Sam.

Besides, the most important lessons that I learn is: different people have different stories, whether it's good or bad, nobody can control it. But we should not let the past things affect our current life (Leo, 2010). Yea that's true but isn't it hard to forget than forgive? Well, life life life, that's life~ It makes me feel like I'm not the only one that happened to face this problem...at least I know I'm not alone. I still have them beside me, giving me a helping hand, lead me to the road that I've taken. Most of all, I still have ALicia waiting for me to go back. I still have Alicia to teach me Accounting, I still have Alicia as my gossiping partner, I still have ALICIA no matter how's my life. I still have ALicia in my mind and heart...

A Big Day Out

2009-09-21T22:54:00.003+08:00

This morning around 11a.m., 17 of us (family members) went to "Green Hill" (given by me) or 青山 or tokong in Bahasa Malaysia. I couldn't remember I had been there before though mommy said I did went there for times when I was a kid. Grandma said the last time I went there was in 1996, which means I was 6 years old only? When we're heading to our destination, the "Green Hill", I asked my grandparents and mum if "Green Hill" is just a hill which is green in colour only or something otherwise? That's not a funny question but everyone were laughing at me, and grandma explained that it's a 庙。 Yeah, finally we reached the place and a big discovery happened. The so called Green Hill is built in a Malay kampung. I repeat, it's a MALAY KAMPUNG. Amazing right? My mum said that's called SATU MALAYSIA. No comment about that, zip my mouth. Things we did over there: climbed the staircases that causes me gasping for air, 拜拜, enjoy the scenery, and being a busybody. I wish we would leave there immediately after sembahyang because of traffic jam and most importantly, the kampung is so dirty. However, mum insisted of having lunch @ a restaurant near the Green Hill. The food is fresh, delicious (esp seafoods) and prices are reasonable.

After lunch around 2p.m., our next station was Bako. Not fun because nothing to see.
In the end, those adults fulfilled the children'(means us lah)dream, Damai Puri here we go! Traffic jammed @ Semariang there and everyone's like: are we still going? Yes we reached at 3 sth. Everyone forgot to bring their extra clothes for changing so just strolling along the beach for half an hour only, too bad. Around 5p.m., had our dinner at Beach Restaurant and went back home. Reached home at 8p.m.

A fun and enjoyable day! Hopefully we're going again this Saturday, overnight!

The Real Me... So True!

2009-09-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

Get to know yourself better!

2009-09-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Sick

2009-08-28T11:37:00.003+08:00

I...
Went to see physician this morning after breakfast...
Mummy said "stay away from me"...
Everyone on earth is scared like hell...
My niece told her mum that I got fever, cough and flu...
As if I really got "H1N1"...
My grandma called up immediately asking how serious am I...
And she told the family members that I'm having a high fever...
Alicia daddy phoned up asking us not to go to their house...
Even if my mummy wanna send food to my grandpa...
She has to stay inside the car and pass it to them through the window...
But...
The fact is I'm just having a low rate fever only...
My aunt said I have to quarantine myself for 7 days...
But...
I'm going to play Badminton on next Monday...
Mr Brendan called up just now...
But...
I was hanging the clothes outside...
I texted him that I'm sick and can't accompany him to Saberkas...
And...
He replied me with: "Screw you"...
See how bad is this Brendan...
I should be the one that screw you...
~The end~

Yesterday

2009-07-19T01:29:00.003+08:00

Friday afternoon: Went to take my foundation final exam results at 1.30p.m. Nobody was at the lobby except Calvyn, Lester and Anderson. We went to SIC and hope we can take our results 1st. Who knows the lady asked us to wait until 2.30p.m as the results will be out at that time. So, we went to the lab and play facebook. Recently addicted to FB. Around 2.05p.m, we went back to SIC and quite a lot of students were queuing to take their results. Funny, we need to take the number just like what we have to do in a bank to take our results. Lester 1st, Anderson 2nd, Alicia and I 3rd & 4th, Cal 5th, Hiro 6th, we queued up to take our results. Shocking faces all around, including myself. Nobody's happy with it- GIFC members. Emo Lester, followed by emo Cal and dunno. They left without informing us...

Went home at 4 sth, I threw my cert on the table. Just to be honest, I'm not happy with my English. Everyone's wondering how those lecturers mark the paper. P? Can anyone explain to me how to get a P for English? How can? Until now, I still don't understand why many people got P and C for their English and only 2/3 people got D for their English. What the hell is this? I HATE my English lecturer, Judith. By the way, I did not even comment a good thing obout her for the SOS. Damn You! Lolz... =)

Now, Cal and Hiro is quite alright but not Kang Hong. Nobody knows what's going on with him. He kept everything for himself. We are worry of him but we can't do anything to help him. Besides sms them to make sure that they are alright, I can't do anything...... Hopefully they will overcome this obstacles, stand up and face it!!!

Nico is going back to Medan in 9 more hours... All the best, Nico! You're really a good friend. Try to be strong and don't ever ever escape when you're upset because of something =P We will miss you!

A week post

2009-07-17T09:23:00.005+08:00

On Monday morning, Alicia and I went to play badminton at Blind Center with GIFC members. Guess will be the last time we play with Nico as he will be going back to his hometown this coming Sunday. Kinda regret of not playing with him on Monday... We played for almost 3 hours, from 9.30-12.30 noon. Quite tired as I did not exercise for half a year lol. See, that's why I'm gaining weight! After that, we went home as Siaw wee can't make it to McD.

On Tuesday, I felt so sick when I woke up in the morning. My whole body was aching like hell. Besides, the air-con was too cold and I was too lazy to lower the temperature. As a result, I'm sick hahaha.... Went to see the doctor in the evening and cancelled all the activities on Wednesday. So sorry to Siaw wee, Bel, Alicia, Kian Hoong and Brendan for the badminton cancellation on Wednesday morning.

On Wednesday, I felt kinda refresh in the morning, I'm fully energized lol... Then sms Alicia that I am going for Nico's farewell party in the evening @ The Spring. I consumed the medicine every 3 hours to make sure that I'm okay and I can go for the party. Haha, yes I did went for the farewell party of course. We reached The Spring at 4p.m and went for window shopping while waiting for Nico, our host and others to turn up. At 6 sth, we went to Secret Recipe to have our dinner. The food is good but it's too salty for me... Know wad? We met our beloved Mr. Jacob with his wife and his little kid. Hahah =) Around 7 sth, after discussed for so so so so long, decision is finalized and we went to Pop Wave near Boulevard but "sing K" activity is being canceled, too expensive I can say. So, where next? Bing! @ 3rd mile. We chit-chatted until 10 sth and went home. ( Ellen went home after we had our dinner @ Secret Recipe so left 9 of us). The other 4 members- Jessie, Yun, Ezra and Chong did not join us as they went back to their hometown already. The only time where all the GIFC members gathered together was during Anderson's birthday. That's the one and only time where we're together for a dinner.Quite sad...Nico, our president is leaving soon. I'm sure everyone will miss him, especially Alicia. Everyday Nico here, Nico there.. Next week onwards, she can't "hello Nico,bla bla bla." Guarantee she will 99% miss him hahaha =P

10 out of 14 of GIFC members

As for Thursday, I tried something new today, in terms of being a fake tutor lol. Finally I met Mr.Brendan online tonight and chat for awhile. This guy offline without noticing me about it. Hahah, how dare are you huh?? Everyone is nervous for our final exam results except me. See, I'm still blogging here lol... Does it mean I'm not serious with my studies anymore? Haiz... Last night I chatted with SG lol... All I can say is "everything is settled". That is what I can say =)

Summary of FOUNDATION Semester 2

2009-07-03T21:14:00.005+08:00

Foundation final exam is just over! I had my final paper, Accounting this morning from 9-11.10a.m. Frankly, I did not learn my Accounting after my Law test. Instead of studying, I watched tv and played my Restaurant City for that one-day break before Accounting exam. And I woke up at 3a.m this morning just to study my Accounting. Serve me right hahah.... Anyway, the exam is not easy either. Question 1 is very tricky. Question 2(a) is very complicated. I did that question wrongly and re-do again. Flip here and there, here and there, here and there for so many times. This lecturer is really pro in setting the trick. Spent half an hour on that!!! When doing the trial balance for Question 3, I ignored all the assets, liabilities and capital. How dare am I? Before I realised it, I've done part of it already. Haiz! Again, I liquid everything and re-do. Luckily I got balance in the balance sheet.

After exam, 17 of us went to Food & Tea near The Spring for our lunch. According to our organiser, Mr. Brendan, it's called end of semester lunch or watever la, can't remember also. Quite surprising as there's only 3 or 4 person did not turn up. So, what is the next task after our lunch, of course is shopping @ The Spring. It's fun and time really flies this afternoon. A simple "reunion" lunch and a short window shopping cost 3 hours and it's worth for that.

And now I'm going to summarize the life for my foundation 2nd semester at Swinburne, Sarawak. This semester, I did not really make any new friends as most of us are "OLD Friends" already, which means I ever saw u in SUTS or we're in the same class before. For the whole semester, nothing is good, nothing is happy and nothing is best. The only thing I can say, Belinda, Siaw wee, Brendan and I are getting closer to each other. We know each other better. Last semester, I spent a lot of time with Alicia but this semester, I learnt to be independent. Sometimes, unintentionally, we left Brendan behind but we did not mean it to do so and I think we changed a lot already. Though 3 months is not too long or too short, but our friendships improved a lot right? Belinda loves to talk about Wushu stuff, her friends and families & her favourite coffee shop "Xiang Dang Nian". Siaw wee loves to listen to what Belinda says and Brendan sometimes talk about his naughty brother. It's just exchanging fun stuffs or info between 4 of us. Our Accounting tutorial class on Tuesday and Thursday is the high time for us. We talked, we laughed, we yelled after our class. Whenever Siaw wee and I asked stupid questions on Accounting, Belinda will be the one yelling at us. This is the only fun part for this semester.

Bad Part

Troubles all the way-in terms of SG, GF, BK, KS part.
Too many exams and homework.
Stresses.

Foundation has come to an end and I'm surprised to know that everyone's going to take Accounting course except Martin - who is going back to Vietnam, Brendan - not sure yet and I. Last but not least, I'm really glad to know everyone ( not everyone actually, just their name) in our class.

Blackboard

2009-05-24T15:39:00.005+08:00

Last night around 11.30p.m, Alicia called up.
Alicia: "Hey, go BB see the announcement."
Me: "About what?"
Alicia: "Student Development program."
Me: "What is it? Why have to see?"
Alicia: "It's the name list asking those absenties to go for a talk next wednesday."
Me: "What? Let me check." Oh my god, my big name is there.

There's total 300+ name list over there. I think it includes those degree students.
I know I'm in trouble as my English lecturer marked (4) beside my name last Monday.
Should be the number of times I escaped class. But who cares? Can u imagine spending the whole three hours sitting in the computer lab without knowing what to do. Last Monday we all spent 3 hours in the computer lab and our poor lecturer didn't even speak out a word. So, what's the points of going to English class? Just to sign for attendance?

Just like last Friday, many of them went off after they signed the attendance list but again, this poor lecturer knows nothing. And she kept nagging on us, especially 3 of us, the gals. Mum said she nagged because it's for our own good. Yes, I know but not too much.... She's over already. She approached us every 5 minutes asking how's our progress. Eh, my dear poor lecturer, 5 minutes is just 300 seconds, what do you expect us to come out with? She even said: "I DIDN'T SEE ANY PHYSICAL PROGRESS HUH?" " WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO START DOING YOU REPORT?" Bel has told her that we got all the info, and Bel and Ksw printed it out already. But, still, NO PROGRESS? At last, Everyone left the class around 12 noon. Actually there's 30 more minutes to go and the lecturer didn't even say: CLASS DISMISS yet, and we all flew out the class. Just like what Johanna said, instead asking why we always escape her class, she should ask herself what has she done to us. Final exam is coming soon and every lecturer's busy doing the revision with their students, but not us. We don't even know what is IELTS ah... If it's not ALicia, I really know nothing. I don't know the format for final exam is total different from last year format. Really sweat for this poor lecturer..... Luckily there's 2 or 3 more weeks to go only... I know I'm criticizing my lecturer and criticizing is bad.. ={

After exams!

2009-05-23T20:25:00.005+08:00

Finally Accounting Test 1, Law mid-term exam and Marketing mid-term exam is over! Today's Marketing exam is...really...hard. Out of 5 questions, I spotted 2 correctly but I just learnt 1 of those 5 questions. So, I just gave lots of definition for the long questions. The questions wanted us to give definition as well as example or incorporate the points it into the example. But I didn't manage to give example because I don't understand what is the questions asking. Duh! Anyway, I did jot down the things I want to put in. Hopefully the marks is not too bad, or, at least more than half of the total marks la... I don't want to re-take this subject again.

The interesting part during the 2 hours exam was, there's no clock for you to see the time left and yet those lecturer did not inform us about the time. When I just about to start to do the 2nd long questions, those students, one-by-one, stood up and passed the paper to the lecturer and left the auditorium. I really started to panic. I asked Bel what's the time and she just showed her watch to me but it's too far for me to see the time. Then, I asked Tomato gal who sat beside me, she said she dunno too. She's panic as well. So, I scribbled for questions 2 which is marketing research process. Honestly, I don't even know what am I writing at that moment. After question 2, I asked Bel again, "What's the time now?" Finally, she answered me: "10.30a.m." What? 1030??? But I was too nervous until I forgot what time the exam ends, so I asked Tomato gal, "Our exam until what time?" "11.00a.m." So I grabbed my pen and answered the final long answer question. Tomato gal left after that so as Bel. Left me again, I don't know why I'm always the last one among 3 of us. I was the last one to finish my revision, last one in answering the exam questions, last one to do the assignment, everything is last. Maybe I got last for the results also... But I really can't deny that both of them are more clever than me, more hardworking, more serious in study... Compared to them, I'm really nothing because I know nothing.

After exam, hahaha, my LOVELY TV time lor... & restaurant city!

Emo

2009-05-16T22:21:00.003+08:00

Everything changed this year or should i say this semester? Things happened one after another, non-stop. I begin to feel something is really wrong. Is this year a bad year for me? or for everyone? I feel I became another person. That day Moi reminded me of Nico. Yes, Nico. Last year we're quite close to each other, everyday we chit-chat. Sometimes we went out together. Whenever we faced problems, we shared among each other. But not now, I didn't really talk to him since the beginning of this semester until now. He did not share his problems to me anymore, I don't know about Alicia and others. We meet almost every lunch time but the words that usually came out from my mouth is, eat already? and bye! I really care less about the people around me. I didn't talk to kang hong who used to be my adviser, what more to say Anderson? Last monday was the first time I really sit down and talk to calvyn. That's y when I read Nico's blog about his resignation from the president post, I'm not surprised at all. I can't help him with his problem or stuff. Everything happened really make me feel that I cant. I can't help the people around me. I can't afford to help them. I can't even control myself from being emo. I think it's right for me not to study psychiatrist because I'm not suitable in solving problems and controlling myself. I JUST CAN'T. I prefer to keep everything to myself rather than sharing. Sharing wont help to solve the problem, but just to create the problem to another person. I'm becoming evil person soon...

Just emo piece of essay. Sorry!

Yesterday and Today

2009-05-16T20:09:00.005+08:00

Yesterday morning I woke up at 5.am. just to study my stupid Law subject. As I'm a supper dupper lazy people, last-minute work is my studying style. But luckily the test was in the afternoon so still have chance to put everything in the mind. After brunch, went to English class because I've escaped from that class for almost 2 weeks already. Who knows, I waited and waited and waited but nobody turn up. Around 10.35a.m. Mdm.Lee came to class and I'm the only student sitting in the classroom. Sweat =/ Then, Tomato gal sms me, asked me where am I. I told her I'm inside the classroom but nobody's there. Tomato gal and Bel came up from library followed by Brendan and Guhan. Since only 4 of us, so...? Class dismiss lo. Reason: Our lecturer said she doesn't want to repeat the same thing on Monday. After she went off, Martin turned up but after he signed the attendance list, he went back to library I think. Brendan said we're so bad because everyone's actually in Uni, just they're at the library, not inside the class. It's really funny because last wednesday same thing happened, heard from Doreen that there's only 5 students attended the class. Is our class too kia su? or it's because of Last-Minute? Hahaha... Unlike Alicia's lecturer, we're the one that put the lecturer plane, not the lecturer put us plane.

Yesterday Law exam was... Brendan and I yelled inside the lift, luckily only 2 of us. If not others will thought we're mad. 17 marks fly away... The question 4 and 5 are asking the same thing and marks allocated for each question is 8 and 9 marks. I simply dump the things I remember for question 4, really have no idea what to write about it. Question 5 is slightly easier than question 4 but I think I'm writing the same stuff for both questions. Anyway, Law exam is over! Accounting test is over too! Luckily last night I asked from Calvyn the quiz that they did last week. Reason: last week accounting I escape also. And Mdm. Liew said she didn't return the paper back so I can't get a copy of it. Clever Calvyn used his hp to capture the questions and answers. He sent it to me last Monday but I lost the "wire" that connect my hp to the pc. So yesterday evening I asked him to send it through mail to me and I tried the question before I went to bed. And today's Part B question-15 marks is quite similar to the one I did last night. Lucky me! Hahaha....

Next week MArketing somemore and week after next Accounting again. Then will be Marketing report & presentation and English project. The last thing is final exam. Time flies... Then, will be one month holidays. Yeah, I want holidays..!

What's going on with Me?

2009-05-07T16:23:00.003+08:00

What's wrong with Me huh?
I really can't imagine, I did not speak or talk in the class since 2 weeks from now!
Until this morning, I spoke out and asked Bel about the essay that we need to do.
2 weeks did not talk to Tomato gal and Bel...
Yet I didn't feel anything's wrong...
Am I crazy? Sigh~ Probably going to University Sentosa soon...

I know I should not continue to be like that. Everyone's scared of me, Yuyun said I act abnormally these days. And it's enough for me to cool myself down. I want my smile back, I want my happy mood back,I want my friends back & I want my life back to normal.

Exhausted

2009-05-01T21:12:00.007+08:00

Whatever things that happened has already happened. It's not a dream, really NOT. IT WAS A NIGHTMARE BUT THIS NIGHTMARE WILL OWES BE THERE, OWES IN MY MIND. What more I can say except keep quiet? Why more I can do except feeling sad and tired? I REALLY REALLY can't do anything! I know I have to be strong because I need to support the person who needs my REAL support. No doubts, I was depressed for those past few days. I don't know what I was doing. I felt lost, miserable, tired and helpless. I felt like killing someone.

In school, there's one time when I felt really down, I met Hiroshi who smiled at me. At that moment, I felt like crying out loud but still, self-control overturned me. I didn't say anything to him, just nodded my head when he asked: "you are very tired, aren't you?"

Time passes and life continues to go on and on.. no matter how sucks is life, no matter how sad you are, no matter how out-of-control is an incident, no matter what... Life is still going on, we have to go on as well. I remembered the sentence:" GOD WILL NOT CREATE PROBLEMS THAT YOU CAN'T HANDLE." Yes, right. Every obstacles that we're facing is just an experience created by God. But words are always easier than acts....

Those advice, support, care, sms of family members, friends, uncles and aunt really make me to be strong or even stronger. Tears will not roll down my face anymore!!

Just now, mum forced me to do something that I didn't like. I refused to do it but at last, I still listened to her. Honestly speaking, I did it without any sincerity, just kind of being forced. "Thou shall not force me to do something I dislike."

Anyway, today can be counted as a "not too bad" day... at least not that moody. Shop whole day at The Spring with my dear mum. Labour day is a holiday and the time to squeeze in shopping mall. Mac shop is fully occupied. My godness! Everyone's too interested in the iPhone. Too bad as there's no 16GB iPhone which is white in colour in that shop. Haiz!! At the spring, met Miss Ong, ezra, chong, moi and their friends, lynn, her bro and mum, and 3 or 4 of mum's friends... At Ta Kiong, bumped into one of mum's friend. He really made my burst into laughter when he said: "Is this ur daugther? Yes. Form 5 is it?? LOL... Excuse me la, I'm an adult already.... Same thing happened last week. Those uncles thought I'm still in form 4. Is it because I'm too short? or I looked that childish? I ate a lot of things today- my favourite food: fried bee hoon with mani vege. laksa, methahone and a lot more. Haih o haih, I have to admit that I'm a food lover!

Good night! What a tiring day...

2009-04-24T20:19:00.003+08:00

I'm freaking tired today!
IT'S A SUCKS DAY. I HATE TODAY. I HATE 24 APRIL 2009.
I HATE TODAY!!!!!!!!
I'M REALLY WONDERING THE MEANING OF MARRIAGE...
WHY MUST HAVE A GIRLFRIEND OF A BOYFRIEND?
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF BEING A COUPLE?
WHY PEOPLE WANT TO MARRY?
WHAT DOES IT MEAN?
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF MARRIAGE? KIDS?
I DONT KNOW WHY AM I STUDYING NOW?
WAD FOR?
I GOT SCHOLARSHIPS FOR WHAT?
FOR WHAT?????????????????????
ALL SHITS....BULL SHITS..... SUCKS....
I WILL CURSE YOU, FOREVER AND EVER!

Uni life

2009-03-31T20:17:00.004+08:00

As I said that I will update my blog today, I'm not going to break this promise.
A lot of stuff for me to type it here & I don't know what should I blog now, weird me!
Where should I start? @ What should I say? @ How am I going to say huh?

Uni life
This is the 2nd week of my foundation semester 2 in SUTS & I'm required to take 4 subjects: English part 2, Marketing, Accounting & Law. English lecture is really bored, frankly, it's worse than the one I took in semester 1. The class is very quiet but I couldn't hear what my lecturer's teaching. Guess she's muttering...! I wish she could speak a bit louder or she might as well bring a microphone to class, I don't mind anyway. Accounting, this subject supposed to be an interesting one, however, those unexpected are always the one that happened. Get what I mean right? Another boring subject. Although lecture on Monday's quite boring, tutorial classes are kinda fun. Bel complained that the lecturer speaks too softly, can't really hear her. What a pity, we're suffering because lecturers don't speak loudly and clearly. Well, we can't really blame them because they are born to be like that. Everyone is born to be different. It is impossible to expect the lecturers to meet all the students' wants. They will go insane if they did it...haha... Marketing lecturer is a very strict lecturer. She is serious with her teachings and also her students. I'm impressed by her teaching methods though some may think otherwise. Time flies when I'm having Marketing lectures @ tutorials. The last subject is Law, a terrible horrible subject. Not to mention, it's mind-numbling, complicated and confusing. Too many theories to understand and remember and it's not fun at all.

I'm pleased that Tomato gal & I are studying together, same uni, same class for all the subjects this semester. I thought we're no more like peanut butter & jelly, pen and paper, moon and stars. Who knows? It is our fate that we are glued to each other again, with Bel of course and I appreciate it...

Phew

2009-03-05T19:15:00.004+08:00

I finished watching "Miss No Good 不良笑花 " ...! WOoohooo...
There's 14 episodes only but somehow I spent 4 to 5 days to finish it.
Ahem excuse me, I know I'm slow [like a tortoise] in watching this compared to others but nvm.
It is worth for me to spend days in chasing this drama as I really really enjoyed it haha. It's a comedy mix with romance. The main actor is Wilber Pan; actress is Rainie Yang.
This drama simply shows the happy life of an ordinary gal {Rainie} who think she's very trendy but actually she's not! She is just like a "christmas tree". Things changed when she met Wilber Pan, the top fashion designer. For more information, haha go and watch it yourself lor...

The Little Nyonya

2009-02-27T23:38:00.004+08:00

This is a Singapore drama, The Little Nyonya.
I don't really like the ending...
2 person in love with each other but in the end, they didn't get together sigh!
Anyway, it's acceptable la...happy ending as well...

Woo hoo

2009-02-27T23:02:00.012+08:00

I just finished watching 幸福的抉择 I do?
And I'm so excited right now, it's a happy ending!
It is a very romantic love story...
I DO shows:
The love of a mother,
The love of a stepmother,
The love of true friends,
The love of best friends,
and of course...
The love of your loved ones...

Love is important in our life...

Driving

2009-02-22T20:57:00.003+08:00

I DRIVE this morning!! And I did sth stupid lol.
Mum stopped the car at the lorong of our house, and I jumped to the driver's seat.
When I got into the car, I heard the sound of "broom....broom..."
I looked at my mum and then I realised that I've pressed the oil pedal...!
Omg... luckily nobody saw it lol
Today, mum didn't even make any noise when I drive...good =)
Stupid Alicia laughed like wad when mum told her this afternoon.
Duh, actually don't have to worry so much lar, there's sth called BREK okay?
Mum changed to P-parking before both of us switch our seats...sigh*
Stupid ALicia, since you're so scared, Don't ever harap me to drive you around...
Aiyo, u also don't dare to sit inside my car if I knw how to drive, right? wahahah!
So, u fetch me enuff liaw ma, why I have to learn gok ler?

Chasing dramas!

2009-02-22T18:24:00.014+08:00

For the past one week, I was very BUSY.

Busy...busy...busy... til did not have the time to go out.
Haha, I was trapped in the jail (house) for the past whole week.
Actually I'm not busy at all but everyone said I'm so busy!
Becoz I'm busy chasing dramas, one after another... hoho!
Come on, have a look on my result:

Luv it so much! It is a great drama =) Luv it, luv it!
P/s: Certain episodes will make ur tears drop...sniff**

See there, 4 handsome guys, wow!!
The storyline owes different from wad I expected... Lots of surprises**
Reactions when I watched this drama:
[oh my god], [arrgh], [wow], [shit], [haiz], [hahah], [cool man], [aiyooh]
25 episodes only, Love it! =P

This is wad I'm watching at the moment, hmm...
I think it's a so-so drama la.
Haven't finished watching so can't give much comment.

Am Planning to watch:

Badminton

2009-02-07T19:14:00.004+08:00

On 5th of February 2009 which is Thursday, Alicia, and I, Kang Hong, Lester and others went to play badminton at SUTS mph. It was the first time we went there to try the badminton court. Nico missed it haha... I think it is better than the court at Blind Centre tho it's quite hot, bad ventilation. Anyway, it was fun. Actually Anderson booked it from 2p.m to 4p.m, who knows crazy Alicia came and fetch me at 12.10p.m. So we started earlier, from 12.39p.m until 2.09p.m Very happy because I managed to play with Alicia for one and half hour non-stop!! Actually I was so excited to play badminton just because wanna burn the extra calories in my body. After Kang Hong, Lester and others arrived, Alicia, Kang Hong and I went to SIC to take our Summer Semester result slip. As well, we asked about the scholarships for Semester 1. Alicia and I were so greedy, we took 4 forms instead of 2... Crazy! But it's not kia su, just a backup in case we fill the form wrongly. We are clever! Lolx... After that, played with T.gal for almost an hour. While playing with T.gal,

Alicia: "Audrey, 好了没有?"
Me: "你要回家 liao har?"
Alicia: "No, I want to play with T.gal."

swt** I just told T.gal that Alicia wanna play with her already. She can't stand anymore. Who knows, right after my words, she asked me the question.

So, I rest in peace and let her play with T.gal. Hahah, went home at 4p.m... Mph is better than Blind centre la and it's free some more. =P

Vogue Cafe

2009-02-05T19:37:00.009+08:00

4 February 09

Last night went to Vogue Cafe at 4th and 1/2 mile.
Purpose: To have dinner with Chia Hsin, Joanna, Connie, Tomato gaL, David and Dexter. Chia Hsin will be leaving tomorrow - 6th of February 09.

Around 8.05 p.m, Joanna called-up.
Joanna: "Hello, where are you?"
Me: "At home. Why?"
Joanna: "I'm at here already. You not coming har?"
Me: "Go where?"
Joanna: "Dinner with us. You not coming is it?"
Me: "I'm coming, not 8.30p.m?"
Joanna: "Connie and Chia Hsin are on their way now."
Me: "Har? Okay, I'm going now."

TomaTo gal reached there too when I just got myself inside the car. Reached 688 around 8.30p.m. Nobody was there except Tomato gal, who was waiting for me.

Me: "Where are the rest?"
T.gal: "I don't know."
Me: "Give them a call already?"
T.gal : " Nope. I don't have their number so just wait for you."

Sweat** phoned Joanna and they came out and led us the way. Vogue cafe is a nice place actually. Just that it's too far from our house. Quite surprised too see David there =P We took some photos together so that Chia Hsin and Joanna can look at the photos when they miss us haha. Then, we ordered drinks and food and started to talk talk talk, as if we did not meet each other for years. The atmosphere and feelings where we were in 5S2 were back! Joanna and Connie kept arguing about some stupid stuff. They were yelling at each other. T.gal and I were speechless seeing them like that because after 2 years, they are still the same. Finally T.gal understands how's my feeling sitting between both of them. In school, they were like that, now, they are still like that. David and Chia Hsin were busy chatting while T.gal and I were busy staring at the menu, can't decide which beverages we wanna order. When others had finished their food and I was eating half-way, Dexter turned up. Connie did something funny last night.

Connie: "Audrey!" (T.gal was busy talking with Dexter at that time)

----------------------( No response)

Connie: "Audrey!" Staring at T.gal.

Me: " Huh? Eh, T.gal, Connie was calling you lar."

Connie and I reflected a strange look to each other and 2 of us burst into laughter.
She wanna call T.gal but she was calling my name! Lol, everyone laughed as well. Connie was blurr, very very blurr. She can't even differentiate between my name and T.gal's name.

After that, we played cards => Big 2.5 and 21. T.gal went home at 10.p.m and left 6 of us. Since there was a plate of French fries where nobody's willing to finish it off, Connie suggested that loser of the game have to eat it. However, her mission has failed. Suddenly, there's another game popped into her mind. The card: A, 2, 3, 4, 5, and K was picked by each of us. People with the card K has the power to select any number from 1-5 and the person with the number called-up has to eat the French fries according to the your number. For card 3, 4 and 5, the number of French fries that you eat have to be doubled. Chia Hsin always got card K and I was always the one that being called by her. Lolz tho I asked her not to call me but the number selected by her was the number held by me! How unlucky am I??? Who knows the bad luck eventually goes to Connie there then Chia Hsin. Joanna and I kept laughing as if we're drunk. Laughed til stomachache duh... It was really fun! It is not the end of the story. Joanna and I quarreled for the place we wanted to sit in Connie's car. Chia Hsin couldn't stand the childishness of two of us. Inside Connie's car, we burst into laughter again! Seems like everyone's really enjoying last night, even 11p.m is still considered as early eh. And everyone's planning to go there again...yeah! We will go there again if there is chance. We will wait for Joanna and Chia Hsin. =D

Puppy

2009-02-05T19:08:00.008+08:00

~ Mr Chew ~

Brendan Goh is going to London!! says:

wat about mr chew

Brendan Goh is going to London!! says:

his legs r white like he is wearing booties

Brendan Goh is going to London!! says:

or shoes

~ Snowflake ~

I love these two Cute puppies... Actually they are puppies of Brendan's dog ( Liberty). They were born 2 days later than the rest of the puppies. That is why they are small sized. I love both of them but I'm scared of puppies actually and I think I am not able to take care of 2 puppies at a time. Duh! I don't know how to take care of them.... I don't know which one should i choose to keep as my pet. The next morning, I told mum that I want to keep Mr Chew as my pet. Mum didn't disallowed but still, I have to ask permission from daddy. Uh, but I'm really worry that I can't take good care of it. Hmm... which is better huh?

What Color Is Your Mind?

2009-02-02T00:06:00.001+08:00

Your Mind is Blue

Of all the mind types, yours is the most mellow.

You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.

Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

What Color Is Your Mind?

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2009-02-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

You Are Bold and Fearless

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

~Another Day~

2009-01-31T22:20:00.007+08:00

30 January 09

Yesterday went to Swinburne friends' house. We went to Lester house at around 12.15p.m. We were late for 1 hour, sorry for that. At Lester's place, we gambled again. Alicia and I won some money hahah! Around 1p.m. Calvyn went to fetch Samantha and we headed to Anderson's house. Gambling again! Kang Hong was very lucky as he got 21 for 3 consecutive times. Alicia lose like hell haha. She was bei song and wanna continue to play. End up, Anderson lose and Alicia won back her money. 风水轮流转啊！After that, we went to Kang Hong's house then *Carmella's house for visiting. Her mum was so funny, we were asked to pick a number from 1 to 7 to get ang pau. I chose number 6, ALicia chose number 4, Samantha chose number 3, Kang hong chose number 7, Lester chose number 2, Anderson chose number 5 and the last number, which is number 1 was left for Calvyn. The first action when we got into the car was: view the amount of money in the angpau. Money face!!! At 4.30p.m. we went to Eileen's house at Hui Sing. We were talking nonsense, on the publication of semester 1 and summer semester results. The joke was Facebook, Friendster, E-mail, Msn will automatically send the result to her. It was so funny though sounds incredible and stupid. The last place was my house. Everyone went home at 6p.m as everyone has their own program at night.

I was shocked to receive sms from Lesley saying that she was coming to my house to pick me up at 6.30p.m. Immediately, I ran to the bathroom to take my shower. Luckily I was ready before she reached my place. We, Lesley, Sarah, Joanna, Lydia, Zhong Jia and I went to Bella Italia for dinner. It was located at RH plaza. I ordered Risotto Belia (can't remember the name) and a glass of carrot juice. Risotto Belia was Italia rice with vegetables, seafood, black pepper I guess. It was really delicious! Smell nice! Lydia had fish and chips and strawberry milkshake. According to her, it was nice. Joanna ordered the same food as Lesley but I don't know the name of the food. Anyway, it tasted nice haha. I tried it hiaks hiaks... Sarah ordered a glass of banana juice and unknown food lol. Zhong Jia ordered a cup of hot chocolate only. Overall, the food was nice and prices were reasonable.

After dinner, at around 8.15p.m. we went to Miss Ong's house for visiting. Then, we headed to The Spring to meet Edwin, Andrew, Cjk, Florence, Zhong Jia, Joshua and others. Kinda surprised to meet Belinda at The Spring haha... At 10p.m. Zhong Jia and Lydia went home while Sarah, Lesley and I went to RAymond's house to meet others. Who knows only few of them were there. So, we went to Bing! Coffee which was near to Choice premier 101. After an hour, we went back to Raymond's house. Many people were there, playing 21 again. Since I did not gamble, grabbed the chance to chat with Andrew and Edwin. It has been a year we did not chat like that lor... Finally, went home at 12.20a.m. Lesley sms saying that our ex-monitor won a lot lolz, next time must ask him to chia us some drinks liaw.

To dear Lesley...
Thank you Lesley,
for bringing fun to me
for teaching lots of thing
for fetching me
for taking care of me
Lub you and miss you, gurl!
I will learn driving and fetch you when u come back for holidays yea!

~Happy Cny~

2009-01-29T22:56:00.009+08:00

28 January 09

Summer semester result was out at 3p.m yesterday though BB announced that it will be out at 12 noon.
Lesley, Joanna, Yong Siang, Noah, Joshua and Dexter were standing outside the door while I was too excited checking the results of others as well as mine. Mum did tell me that they were here but I didn't pay attention on what she said. I was making myself ashame only. Everyone was standing there waiting for me, so 不好意识。
Belinda called-up after few minutes saying that they are coming later.
However, I've put Belinda's plane and went to Lydia's house for visiting. Many people were there, met some 3A1 friends. After discussed, we went to Aaron's house then Jonathan's house. Jonathan's puppy-Rocky* was so cute but Lydia, Joanna and I were scared of dogs! We watched dog show at Jonathan's house. So funny, Lesley played with Rocky but she got exhausted after playing with Rocky for few times. Around 6p.m, Lesley fetched us (Lydia, Joanna and I) back to our home.

I just reached home for not more than 5 minutes, Kang hong and Anderson reached my house. After awhile, Alicia reached here too. After shower, we went to Calvyn's house for dinner at around 7p.m. He's so funny, did not dare to check his result. After nagged by us, Calvyn, Kang hong and Anderson finally went into his room and check Calvyn's result. Then, we had our dinner there. Lester did not manage to meet us last night, so just left 5 of us. Thank you Calvyn for the dinner. Really enjoy it very much! After dinner, Eldrick played firecrackers, cool and nice! Never seen such firecracker that will spin spin and spin. Around 8 sth, we went to my er yi po's house and gamble. This time different already, I won Rm 4. Reached home at 11 sth almost 12a.m.

29 January 09
Today, went visiting again. Andrew came and fetched me at around 12.15p.m. and we headed to Lydia's house to meet others. Then, we went to Joanna's house and Florence's house. At Flo's house, Joshua taught Sarah how to play cards-21 and Aaron taught us how to play Big 2. When Dexter and Yong Siang reached her house, we went to Noah's house for visiting. His house got 2 dogs haha, big one! The male one was fierce oh... Then, around 3 sth we went to Lenard's house. Well, his house got 2 Cats!!!

It was very xia soi... when the black cat approached us, I was the first one to screamed and immediately put my legs on the sofa. Lydia, Lesley and Connie were scared of it. It was so funny to see Lydia's reaction when the cat came near to her. Those guys just know how to laugh at us and to scare us only... Around 4 sth we went to Keren's house then Adrian's house. At Keren's house, Connie and I were busy eating and talking bad words of Dexter just in front of him. It was so funny, he knew that we're talking about him I guess, so he missed call Connie to disturb us. Glad that we got the chance to chat with Edwin for awhile. I did not meet him for a year lor... he's still the same, still so chubby and cute hahah! No need to keep fit like Dexter lar, chubby is good, Edwin. At 6p.m. we reached Adrian's house. When everyone's reached his house, we started to gamble. I lose Rm8 and stopped playing after that. Today was an unlucky day. lol... They gambled until 8.10p.m. and went to the Connie's house, the last station of the day. At Noah's house, there were 18 of us and it left 9 of us when we were at the last place. At Connie's place, we eat, drink, chit-chatted and flashback the time we're together. It was a sweet memory for everyone of us! It was funny when we talked about the topic of "the thing", it was still clear in my mind, seems like it just happened yesterday! Connie, Aaron, Dexter did not forget it as well. A good memory indeed! Waiting for Aaron to tell me more about it. At 9.40p.m. Finally I reached my lovely home! Thank you Lesley and Sarah.

Today was a tiring day but really enjoy to be with you guys again! Very happy to meet you all, I really miss the time we were together. Lenard agreed that form 4 & 5 were better... yes yes I want go back to from 4 & 5... I want Aaron, Yong Siang, Joshua and Dexter to tell me more about "the thing". 28 & 29th of January 2009 were happy days... Happy Chinese New year! Thank you Lesley for fetching me here and there, Andrew also. Lesley, I won't forget what I've promised you. Hahaz... Noah, I like your car and your house's sofa! So comfortable.... Thanks everyone for giving me a great time with you all!

~牛 YeaR~

2009-01-25T23:11:00.007+08:00

HaPpY Chinese 牛 Year!!!

牛 wish...

所有的人都身体健康
Happy all the time
Get good results for all the coming exam
Become more cute
Lose weight
Able to control my hot-temper
Become a better human-being
**secret**

Hopefully my dreams will come tru3 haha =P
Wish everyone has a prosperous Chinese New year! =D

~A story~

2009-01-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

有一天，Tracy 的一个朋友，May 去了她家拜访她。Tracy 的屋子很大，二楼有很多房间，有各式各样不同的风格，你想要住哪个房间都可以，任你选。。。May觉得Tracy的屋子简直就像个五星级酒店一样。参观了一会儿，
May 问 Tracy： “你的先生呢？”
Tracy 便回答说：“我先生出轨了。”
May： “那你的孩子呢? ”
Tracy：“孩子们都长大了，个个都已经搬出去住。他们说要工作，很忙，没空陪我。”
May was shocked with Tracy's answer and remained silent for a second.....
Tracy：“May, 我穷到只剩下钱而已啊！”

This story was told by my mum. Tracy was a wealthy woman but she has nothing else except money. She lost her husband and children. Money can't help her to get her husband back and her children to spend some time with her. Isn't it pitiful? In an average family, daddy, mummy and children care for each other, overcome obstacles together and miss each other when they're away for trip or school. Although they do not have lots of money, but their hearts are filled with LOVE. They live happily as they know that they LOVE each other and there is nothing that can replace their LOVE.

~我想~

2009-01-21T15:18:00.007+08:00

成为一个好人，但不是所谓的滥好人

成为一个有用的人，但不是被人利用

成为一个漂亮的人，但不是红颜多薄命

成为一个成熟的人，但不是自以为事的那种

成为一个有智慧的人，但不是瞧不起人

成为一个有朋友的人，但不是连知心的都没有

成为一个被关心的人，但不是连自由都没有

成为一个有爱情的人，但不是被爱情冲昏了头

成为一个有气质的人，但不是高高在上的那种

成为一个平易近人的人，但不是随随便便的那种

成为一个有思想的人，但思想能帮我回答所有的问题吗？

~Tiring day~

2009-01-18T22:55:00.002+08:00

This morning went to Stutong market at around 8 sth (with mum). Who knows the carpark was full so we went to the cafe opposite the market for breakfast. I ate porridge and it was very special. It was a MIXED one, with century egg, chicken, pork and fish. If add some vegetables in it, I guess it will be a balanced breakfast...hahaha. However, I ate the chicken and pork only because I didn't know how to eat century egg. And I HATE fish. Yuck! Sure got an eerie smell. Since I'm a good gal, I won't waste food.... so it ended up inside my mum's stomach haha. After that, we went back to Stutong market and bought some vegetables, sweet corns, fruits and others- can't remember. I saw Nico! with his sis and aunt. Well, they were on a long queue waiting to return the "card". So, did not have a chance to greet him. Am really happy to see him today hahah, means yesterday is not the last time i see him before he went back to Medan lo. On the way home, learned something new again. It was an unlucky and bad experience. But I'm not going to tell here. After reached home, start doing house chores, cooking for lunch... everything. This afternoon, I cleaned dad, mum and my wardrobe. It took 3 hours to cleaned it. 2 words to describe my feelings, TIRING DAY. Suddenly come home's words came into my mind. "It's new year so just do it." At last, I really stand it and cleaned the stupid wardrobe until 6. 00p.m. After that, it was the time to iron whole loads of clothes. A lot, really a lot. Luckily mum helped me to iron the pants and trousers because I'm very slow in ironing pants. It took 4 hours to iron all the clothes. Stop all the work at 22.30p.m haha, the rest...to be continue. To sum up, today was a tiring day and am going to bed now. Good night!

~Gosh~

2009-01-15T22:27:00.004+08:00

I am angry..
I am blank..
I am crazy..
I am speechless..

he blocked me in msn...
Gosh...
Worse thing is that...
He chat in conference...
and didn't know that i can see him...
I can read what he typed...!!!

~A Lesson~

2009-01-15T19:43:00.007+08:00

I should be enjoying my holidays but somehow, I did not spend the time doing stuffs that I like. Have some kind of weird and uneasy feelings that cannot be expressed with words or even actions. Undeniably there is something bothering me, but I guess it is not a big deal. It shall be alright. Yes, everything will be fine. No matter how bad is the situation, those bad things will still come to an end. A new hope is always there! It says "GOD will not create human to face challenges that they can't handle or solve." I totally agree to this statement. We are born in this world to overcome personal tragedy and hardships. By overcoming each obstacle in our life, it indirectly gives us hopes that life is just a stage of existence. Today, i chat with someone who disappeared for quite some time from msn. I'm glad that finally he is fine and back to normal. It reminds me of this sentence: "Whatever you take, takes into account. And you will learn someday." Until now, I am still unsure the meaning of this sentence. But for sure, things happened around me really grew me up. Frankly, within a month plus, I created a lot of trouble to the people around me. When things happened, I did not know what to do except saying the word "sorry". I refused to tell anyone about my feeling. I got angry of myself as my stupid-ness brings suffering to others. It was a BIG regret!! But no matter how you afraid of it, what will be, will be. In spite of escaping, at last I choose to face them... and the feeling was terrible, guess because of guilty conscious. This incident really teaches me a lesson! A good lesson indeed~always in my mind.

~Smile~

2009-01-14T18:13:00.011+08:00

Hurray! Hurray! Hurray!
Malaysian studies exam is OVER...
Now, don't know what to do...except waiting for Chinese New Year. Can't wait for the day to come. NoW, it is the time to rest, to sleep, to watch television, to online, to play online games and to do nothing. The most important thing is to ENJOY...!!!

"Let's celebrate, my friends though we don't know how's our results. No matter how, at least we have tried our best and others, let the GOD decides for us..."

Let's welcome the holidays with a big smile~~

~Time Flies~

2009-01-12T18:22:00.003+08:00

Countdown to Chinese New Year: 14 Days

Time really flies. Summer Semester has came to an end. Moral Studies exam is over and there is another one left. Few years back, people said time moves slowly. However, it was totally different for this recent years. Now, our life is just like an aeroplane, zoom here and zoom there and it is counted as a day. Sometimes I was just wondering how time flies. It is still 24 hours per day but seems like I have really done nothing at all.

When I was a primary school student, a lot of things can be done in a day. Morning, I went to school and back at 1p.m. After took my lunch and shower, I went for tuition. I did my homework and revisions. At around 5p.m. I went to my great grandma's house and had my dinner. When there's an exam, I went back to the same tuition centre for intensive tuition from 6p.m to 9p.m. After that, went home and sleep and it was counted as a memorable and meaningful day. There's no worries in my mind- I live, laugh, play, eat, drink, sleep and of course dreams.

Compare to now, I am speechless. I am blurr with my own future. I don't know the road not taken by me is a good or a bad ones. I hope I was given chances to re-make those choices again. Nevertheless, I guess I would still choose the same road similar to the one that I'm having now. As I grew up and still experiencing the road that I have chosen earlier, I found that there are a lot of things to be learnt and understand. Life is no more perfect as what I thought. Life is not an easy one. Life can be happy, life can sad. Life can make you down, life can cheer you up too. Is this the reason for what it called as "Life"?